Please allow me to say one word before I start, “PLEASE FIX THE AIRCON!”. I mean I feel so sorry for both of them that need to have their heated moments together in that super hot room! I would have die because of the heat during the harsh summer lol! Alright, I will begin my review now…
Have you ever experienced the painful from a broken heart that causes the unbearable pain that makes you become insane? If you haven’t, this work will let us to experience this kind of desperation. The pain that is too painful to be sane enough to encounter with it.
Kouga (Sarutobi-san), our main guy is the heroine’s childhood friend. Before he left for Tokyo, he confessed to the heroine but he got rejected. One day, the heroine visited Tokyo which she also went to visit Kouga-kun as well. His outer appearance has changed a lot but he seems like the same Kouga-kun. He then took the heroine to his place and they were chatting normally. Suddenly, Kouga-kun asked the heroine that does she remember when he confessed to her, he was being real serious about it. Unfortunately, she rejected him once again and told him that she already got a boyfriend. I think that’s the last straw for him before he snapped.
Kouga drank the drug (like the illegal one), and suddenly he saw the hallucinations. He raped the heroine thinking that it was just his usual “imagination”. When he realized that everything was real…. He has already reached to the point of no return anymore.
I really have a mixed and complicated feelings after finished listening to this work. The H-scenes were wonderful as this was also my first time listening to Sarutobi-san’s work and his voice acting really amazed me. But, I couldn’t get rid of the feeling of sadness from my heart while listening. I feel so sorry for Kouga-kun so much. In one scene, when they were having sex, Kouga-kun spitted out the word “I make you feel so good like this but still why don’t you like me”… My heart ached so much and I almost cried.
You can never imagine how much pain that Kouga-kun has been through since the day that he got rejected. He loves the heroine so much to the point of he would rather go insane than having all the consciousness to be reminded of the truth. Sarutobi-san’s voice acting in this part was a masterpiece! He has all my respect. In the end, I just hope that they would eventually find their happiness and be able to escape this painfulness together…